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Thursday, December 17, 2009

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i've been eating like a fat chick again. this is really starting to piss me off how i have no control over my life lately.
gonna get back on track. starting 72 hour fast as of midnight.

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i alsooo lost control in a boy situation today. can't believe i did. it's super embarrassing, i looked like such a 5th grader with a crush. he's not worth it and i found a guy who's upfront about just wanting to fuck, which i really appreciate. at least we know what's what right? so just brush off that other guy and move on with life. i'm finally close to getting my shit back together. sooo excited.

to do this week
- lose 5 pounds
- stay vegan
- get access pass
- get in studio with c
- finish fast
- finish song
- manicure
- pedicure
- get tattoo
- start second song


Monday, December 07, 2009

woooo gossip girl!

mylifeee yeahlikethis hottttt

isn't this show the best thinspo ever?

let's get skinny. let's get powerful.

iloveyouu thisplaceistheshit perfectionn

to do this week.

- deep condition hair
- paint nails (essie: wicked)
- get phone fixed
- finish song
- learn dance
- do laundry
- go shopping
- get in studio with y
- go christmas shopping
- lose 5 pounds
- stay vegan


Wednesday, December 02, 2009

someone at school jiggled my stomach today.

weeklong fast. this ends now.


Tuesday, December 01, 2009

tiny tuesday. let's do this, ladies.

what  is it that you want?

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fame? pretty thin girls are always recognized.

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money? studies have shown that attractive (re: not fat girls) make more money and are even more likely to get jobs.

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love? is a boy like the one below or even cuter going to go after some puffy motherfucker or someone little he can show off to his friends like the girl he's with?

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popularity? everyone wants to be friends with a pretty girl and being thin adds SO much to that. it's 50% body, 25% face and 25% hair. what good is it to have just a beautiful head? you're only half as pretty as you could be.

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freedom? it's so much easier to move, to be, without all that extra weight you're lugging around. you can feel light. you can run and not jiggle. you can jump and go higher. you can swim and be active and be free.

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beauty? look at this girl below. she can fit a bracelet up above her elbow. she fits into any clothes and pulls them off gracefully. you can't even see her face or much of her hair but we just know she's pretty, don't we?

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you can have this. think thin. think positive things about yourself, even if you don't believe them about yourself. never think, say, or write fat and me in the same sentence. always thin, shrinking, beautiful, tiny. all positivity. love yourself, love what is around you. let everything fall into place, but be a go-getter too.  realize there are some things you can't control, many more than what you can, but also realize that your body is only one of the things you can control. do it for you. do it for your goals. do it to live better; for your health. learn to love and learn to let go. live the american dream. be the american dream. work hard, play hard. spend big on what's worth it to you but don't forget your family. don't forget that friends count as family. drink. dance. laugh. find the truth and let your heart and imagination be free.


Sunday, November 29, 2009

you feel it on the inside, almost taste it on the outside

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the girl on the right is my new thinspo. her body is flawless. i know the boobs are fake, what size do you guys think they are?

i'll get there soon. i'm working on planning my show right now. it's frustrating because it's the holidays so my dancers are gone and my producer is busy so i've been trying to write and it sounds awful and generic. i'm actually excited to get back to school for once.

went shopping today. i didn't get much, but i really love what i did get.
- gray and black stoner sweater
- AA cranberry halter romper
- AA gray beanie
- gray quilted 2.55
- nude studded pocketbook
- high waisted light wash jean shorts that will be loose by spring
- oversize weird tshirt
- the most badass brown leather studded driving gloves there ever were

considering asking for a (fourth, lmao) blackberry for christmas and giving my iphone to my brother? i'd be getting a bold. what do you guys thinkkk?



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